my story regrets last night because...

my girlfriend was fucked by a boy at her own house . The boy came to her home in morning for some purpose. the girl’s family told him to stay tonight at their home. At night when all were asleep the boy was teaching maths to my girlfriend in her room . suddenly he hold her hand and started doing touching her . my girlfriend was afraid and she got up and tried to leave the room but he scolded her and ordered to sit down .

After that he fucked her and she was virgin . she cried in pain and she didnt understand what to do at that spot. That boy fucked her that night and next morning he went to his place. my girlfrnd didn’t told dis to me and her family. she ignored me and stopped talking to me . For about 2 yr we didn’t met and talked ,but i called her but she didn’t replied to my call.

AFTER 2 yr she replied to my call and told about the whole stuff which happened to her. i was shocked to listen and i cried a lot and even i cry today also. That boy was in relation with her about 2 yr and he won her trust and fucked her for 2 yrs. i spyed on the boy and told my girlfrnd that he was cheating her and using her body.

she cried and asked sorry to me . i forgived her but today i feel that i truly loved her …why did it happened to me…i never made a mistake …why it happened to me….today i am in relation with her but my heart burns when i think she had sex with the boy…she kissed her..blowjobed her and more…..what should i do to get rid of this mental pain.